You know, Excal is getting better. He is learning more and more every day.
Someday, with practice, and determination, and maybe some positive encouragement, his PW might be great.
No one who is in any kind of Development, has started off being great. We all had to work at it for a long time, and one of the best things was to see ourselves progress.
My suggestion to you, Excal:
Listen to those giving you constructive feedback, and advice, and ignore those who bash you, and simply say your PW sucks, and you should just quit.
Don't ever just quit, and give up, you will regret it later.
If
you decide that it is time to stop doing it, then that is different, but don't let the Graal community drive you away.
There are people who know Development, that give you constructive advice. Read it, take notes, look at tutorials, look at other PW's work, and practice alot.
You will continue to learn, and get better...