I just can't take it anymore.

I know I'll get stupid replies like "oh you shouldn't let it effect you" and such, but I just HAVE to post here. I just can't take it anymore. Graal has driven me insane. I just can't play it anymore. Try as I might, everything effects me. I am trying so hard to be a good Police... but it just isn't working. Becuase I'm female and a staff member, everyone calls me "*****", "prostitute," and other derogatory names. And since I am friends with anna, gameo, tybalt, etc, everyone assumes things about me. "OH SINCE GAMEO HATES LYCIA, I GUESS YOU WERE ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE INSULTING HER OVER TOALLS!" even though I wasn't. Same with Gambit. I think we have worked out our differences, but people just won't let up on it. I cannot take it anymore. Jerom, for instance, hates me because I was supposedly "breaking rules" and "insulting gambit over toalls," which was not true. I kept trying to deny all of this, but he does not care. I can't win. I'm not the mean ***** everyone here thinks I am, really, I'm not. I just... have a short temper, that's all. I really want to be a good Police member. I can't. I can't. I can't. People like Nappa are stopping me. He calls me a ***** over toalls, and then I PM him to try to work things out and get THIS (read from the bottom to the top)

Nappa (7/3/01 6:50:11 PM):
'Might' uhuh, thats bullshit. ur changing **** around now cuz u dont want me to
do ****. i am the most ****ed up person who u will ever have the disgrace of
meeting. i will **** any nigga up, i curse out stefan every time i see him, and no
**** happens. im gonna keep ridin till the end of this account
Marle (Police) (7/3/01 6:48:58 PM):
Nappa, I didn't know that. I didn't know who you were, I didn't know anything
about you. If you would've PMed me SAYING that, I might have let you join.
Nappa (7/3/01 6:48:24 PM):
thats bullshit. did u know, that i am practically the best fighter on graal ? i can
beat anyone online right now, and u people turned me down. i joined zormite
and they crowned me their best fighter, i am in pirate, i win all their spar
tournaments. thats bullshit, im never turned down!!
Marle (Police) (7/3/01 6:46:53 PM):
You didn't? Well, so many people asked me to join Samurai, I could not let
them all in. I got about 30 PMs at one time asking to join, some of them I just
couldn't read.
Nappa (7/3/01 6:46:17 PM):
what test!?!?! i never took a test! so dont say i failed
Marle (Police) (7/3/01 6:45:56 PM):
You had to take a test to be able to join.
Nappa (7/3/01 6:45:38 PM):
what 'Test' i never took a test
Marle (Police) (7/3/01 6:45:22 PM):
Anna is my friend. Everything I said is the truth, even ask IceHawk. He made
up the test.
Nappa (7/3/01 6:44:51 PM):
thats all bullshit, u werent accepting ? c'mon, even ur members told me i could
join, they would have to ask u and the emperor. thats bullshit, i dont believe that
anna would ask u to join, but then again, she is a ***** too
Marle (Police) (7/3/01 6:43:57 PM):
1. I wouldn't let you join Samurai because we weren't accepting anyone at that
time.
2. I did not disgrace Samurai because I didn't do anything.
3. I didn't "sell out" to Celt, I QUIT GRAAL for about 2 weeks, Beowulf had
removed me as Empress because I quit, so anna asked me if I wanted to join
Celt so I said okay.
Nappa (7/3/01 6:43:08 PM):
yes i do.
Marle (Police) (7/3/01 6:42:48 PM):
Actually, do you want to know what REALLY happened?
Nappa (7/3/01 6:42:27 PM):
no, u made me mad, wouldnt let me join samurai, disgraced samurai, sold out
to celt, thats some bullshit.
Marle (Police) (7/3/01 6:41:51 PM):
I don't want to fight with you. I'm sorry if I did anything to offend you.
Nappa (7/3/01 6:41:34 PM):
well, i get jailed every 4 minutes im out of jail, i dont think so either
Marle (Police) (7/3/01 6:41:14 PM):
Nappa, I do not want to argue with you. I don't think you're a bad person.


I can't win. That's it. I have tried so hard. It reminds me of that Linkin Park song, "In The End".

I tried so hard
and got so far
but in the end
it doesn't even matter

I had to fall
to lose it all
but in the end
it doesn't even matter

Proxian, another person who hates me for no reason, set his name to "Marle is a ***!" and spread rumors that I got a sex change and that I was a ***** and a lesbian. What did I do to deserve this?! Now, I'll never make it anywhere. I get attacked for joking around, ridiculed for the smallest things. Graal just isn't fun anymore, so I may be quitting. I don't know.

I just don't know what to do anymore.

[Crono Illusion]

Graal2001 has been ruined.
It has gone to the level that it's laggy, overpopulated, and overpopulated by the people I want to get away from. Therefore, I may log on a few times within the next month, but don't expect to see me on Graal2001 ever again after 8/3/2001, when my account expires and I will be rid of this once and for all.

[Huggles]

Originally posted by Garnet_Mithica

I just don't know what to do anymore. [/B]

Your young, Enjoy life, Go play, live it while you still can.

[Archeon]

yes...people like Jinn have given up playing Graal for many years
basically people just use Graal to talk.
this whole money system, fighting, guilds, kingdoms, they are jus distractions in this big chat room

Originally posted by Huggles


Your young, Enjoy life, Go play, live it while you still can.

No, I mean, about Graal. I do do all those things.

[Huggles]

Originally posted by Garnet_Mithica



No, I mean, about Graal. I do do all those things.

Another server most likely a less populated one...

Originally posted by Huggles


Another server most likely a less populated one...

There are people like that on *every* server.

[Crono Illusion]

Originally posted by Garnet_Mithica



There are people like that on *every* server.

Hopefully when Val goes un-P2P, that server might be actually fun again.

[Huggles]

Originally posted by Crono Illusion


Hopefully when Val goes un-P2P, that server might be actually fun again.

I was just thinking about that.

[Fai]

Yeah everywhere I go has idiots. I don't know why I stay. Graal was full of idiots. Then I got 2001. It was nice. Then it filled up with idiots. And if you want to see real idiots, go to AIM chat: csc.

[Crono Illusion]

Originally posted by Huggles


I was just thinking about that.

The revival of Valikorlia may be enough to keep me playing Graal, but due to the fact that it won't be P2P, I don't think I'll be reupgrading.

Originally posted by Garnet_Mithica



There are people like that on *every* server.

goto brandon's server, so what if it sucks, so what he's discracing the bravo ame with his lame, it's unpopulated

Archeon


yes...people like Jinn have given up playing Graal for many years
basically people just use Graal to talk.
this whole money system, fighting, guilds, kingdoms, they are jus distractions in this big chat room

i liked it then, it was boreing, but jinn been mah buddy for a long time,
bravo used to be like that too, when coonn first amde it, i just want to play a new server thats another great hit by him, just like the good ol times like we like

[Admins]

Crono Illusion have you ever played
Graal2001? All I see from you are complains
and saying Graal is **** etc. That doesn't
help. It's everything else than just a chatting
place.

Marle: I think you must learn that people
on the Internet are different than in real life,
they don't feel as responsible for their actions
as in real life and so they are sometimes
saying stupid stuff without thinking or just
for fun. Whatever you do there are may
be 20% of people who like it, 70% of people
who don't care and 10% of people who
don't like it. In real life those 10% would just
look annoyed or so, in virtual reality they
send you PM's like 'F*** you' or whatever
or send wrong rumours to people

[Crono Illusion]

Originally posted by Stefan
Crono Illusion have you ever played
Graal2001? All I see from you are complains
and saying Graal is **** etc. That doesn't
help. It's everything else than just a chatting
place.

I've played Graal2001 several times.
I haven't said "graal is ****" at all. I don't think I've ever used profanity on these forums at all. However, people can't stop fighting and arguing, and there's not enough on the server to catch my interest. I was hoping to see a large number of fun quests, and I've only seen 3. Not enough for me to be interested in a renewal.

Marle: I think you must learn that people
on the Internet are different than in real life,
they don't feel as responsible for their actions
as in real life and so they are sometimes
saying stupid stuff without thinking or just
for fun. Whatever you do there are may
be 20% of people who like it, 70% of people
who don't care and 10% of people who
don't like it. In real life those 10% would just
look annoyed or so, in virtual reality they
send you PM's like 'F*** you' or whatever
or send wrong rumours to people

I've known Marle online for two years, and she has never been harassed like she has on Graal2001 before she upgraded her account.

I know, Stefan, but people are trying to get me fired in every single way possible... so i just gave up.

Originally posted by Crono Illusion




I've known Marle online for two years, and she has never been harassed like she has on Graal2001 before she upgraded her account.

bingo.

[Archeon]

Originally posted by Stefan
Marle: I think you must learn that people
on the Internet are different than in real life,
they don't feel as responsible for their actions
as in real life and so they are sometimes
saying stupid stuff without thinking or just
for fun. Whatever you do there are may
be 20% of people who like it, 70% of people
who don't care and 10% of people who
don't like it. In real life those 10% would just
look annoyed or so, in virtual reality they
send you PM's like 'F*** you' or whatever
or send wrong rumours to people

yeah, bad people like me say assholic things to jog reaction.

[Admins]

Why do all people stop doing such things when i go online,
I have not really seen that yet.
If someone is doing harrassement and not stopping
after being in jail for some hours he will be banned
for at least one week.
(the thing with jail is not needed when it is
bad harrassement that makes someone quit)

Originally posted by Stefan
Why do all people stop doing such things when i go online,
I have not really seen that yet.
If someone is doing harrassement and not stopping
after being in jail for some hours he will be banned
for at least one week.
(the thing with jail is not needed when it is
bad harrassement that makes someone quit)

I just e-mailed you, Peach, and Unixmad about this one person that frequently harasses me.

[Archeon]

Originally posted by Stefan
Why do all people stop doing such things when i go online,
I have not really seen that yet.
If someone is doing harrassement and not stopping
after being in jail for some hours he will be banned
for at least one week.
(the thing with jail is not needed when it is
bad harrassement that makes someone quit)

but you really cant stop it all, so you are just gonna have to leave or learn to put up with it.

[Admins]

Loosing the account you have payed for is
enough punishment normally, at least
it prevented cheating on Graal2001 so far

[EThor]

All I can say is wow...

Graal2001 can be fun if you make it fun. You don't always have to hang around the people who are lame idiots you know. Sure, there a PLENTY of them, but you can always find fun people to habg around with.

I just got to know Sniperjoe a few days ago, and before it never occurred to me that hes fun, because I hadn't known him.
Then theres people like Tech/Stan/Shady/etc. who have done objectionable things in the past, and maybe still are, that make/made Graal not as enjoyable. You need to filter out the people that make Graal2001 and other servers disappointing.

Some of you can't exactly say I've had enough or similar things, mostly because you aren't the little angel that you think you are. For example: Marle - you had some rip roaring arguements with TrueHeaT and Gameo. Did this make Graal or the forums any more fun? No
Beowulf - I've only known you for a bit, just like Marle. Today you announced that you quit Graal2001 because you lame idiots and such. What about ll of the other great people on Graal?

You all seem to focus on the negative parts of Graal, and complain about them, when in fact you aren't making Graal2001 a better place either by complaining and saying that is no good.

In conclusion, you all need to think about what you say and do before you go and criticize. No one is perfect and everyone knows that we all have made Graal a little less fun by outr negative attitudes, insults, and ideas.

*Phew*

Thanks

[Archeon]

Originally posted by Stefan
Loosing the account you have payed for is
enough punishment normally, at least
it prevented cheating on Graal2001 so far

yeah..but that only stops it after so many incidents..(you cant stop someone before he does anything)

you cant go..i think he is a harasser, lets kick him before he doesnt anything =\

[Jman9912]

Yea i mean marle has always been nice to me she replies when i message her and everything else she is one of the best police there. I try to treat alot of ppl nice but if someone real makes me mad i still try not to treat them like well i dont wanna cuss unless its ok wit u stefan but u kno wat im sayin for example
Worunatto (karakaze Troupe) stole my fishing pole even tho i should have used trading center i did get mad but i didnt harass him i tried to help other ppl not to get ripped off by him he is always saying he is selling npcs and stuff i always warn ppl but marle if i were u every person that talks bad about me just put them on ignore and stuff
-Jman9912-

Originally posted by Archeon


yeah..but that only stops it after so many incidents..(you cant stop someone before he does anything)

you cant go..i think he is a harasser, lets kick him before he doesnt anything =\

But "Nappa" (Account name: Budda) IS a harasser. He has done it several times.

[Derrick]

Marle: All I can say is hang in there.
They do that to piss you off, and get you to quit.
Trust me, when I was adminisrator, I was there all the time.
Ignore, or jail.
It's pathetic how little punks are trying to piss you off, that was going to be why I quit, but I did not quit for that reason

The truth about Internet and Real Life is that

Internet: People just say anything and don't worry about what they say, and just use the internet to have fun regardless to who they talk to.

Real Life: People watch what they say and are nice because we aren't mean to people we see or talk to because I belive that half of us would be pretty cool with eachother.

I mean, if I seen Ice Pick in real life I wouldn't slam him on the floor and choke him to death, I would be like whats up! and stuff.

[waar]

marle = awesome.

ignore idiots like nappa, they are just here to make others feel bad. he is an idiot.

[Crono Illusion]

Originally posted by waar


he is an idiot.

Yes, he is.

[freddyfox]

Why is it that I had to gain 16 gray hairs before Twiztid Jugglo was banned?

And now Stefan instate this rule?

[Gameo]

TrueHeaT:
Marle :(9
Hang in there, people like Nappa are never around for too long

[GraalWarrior2k1]

You know the first day i played Graal 2001, way back in march or so.. i loved it because i got a away from the annoying people who curse, kill and abuse. But now it seems all those people got off their butts and bought a p2p account and are now ruining the graal 2001 gaming experiece for those who just want to enjoy this nice little game... but now.. its turning into a graal classic... and quite frankly i dont like it. Too many nice staff members are being abused, other staff members deal with the "*****s" correctly, while other staff members resort to their level of being, and are a total corruption to the game!

[Gameo]

don't leave marle
gameo <3 marle

[Rekad]

I pity the fool who harasses people on the internet, it gets boring after like an hour, so just put em on ignore, its all just jibber jabber.

Originally posted by freddyfox
Why is it that I had to gain 16 gray hairs before Twiztid Jugglo was banned?

And now Stefan instate this rule?

he already ahs mugged me for 26 gralat, now i have 11, i cant start agauin unless i spend about 3 hours just gaining 24 gralat to start off good making money. plus soeone else stole my last druby, so that doesn't help any the way he's been

[Rekad]

Originally posted by FateKnight_2001


he already ahs mugged me for 26 gralat, now i have 11, i cant start agauin unless i spend about 3 hours just gaining 24 gralat to start off good making money. plus soeone else stole my last druby, so that doesn't help any the way he's been

dont complain about money, it always goes away.

thanks for the support, everyone.

[Jman9912]

no prob

[Brad0629]

whats it make u big to make fun of someone online?

geez...

im sick of it

shes actually a nice person...

[CrazedMerlin]

Who the hell is this nappa person? I will RIPP HIM OFF LAOL