For The Selfish, For The Ignorant, And For Those Who Have Low Self Confidence...

[Mr. Bear]

Dear Graalians,
I would just like to start out saying a few things, those who have choose to follow Gameo have either of the two problems:

1) A problem with me personally that i could never improve because you never contacted me.

2) Low self confidence that you are actually AFRAID of having your own ideas and fighting against someones popularity groups.
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My Problem:
Some people on graal these days tend to think more of power and the satisfying feeling they can get hurting staff feelings after they work so hard. Now i will myself admit some graal staff themselves do it for the power, but i do not. I answer over 300 emails a day and all the emails going to [email protected] go to me. I answer over 500 icqs incoming a day from several 100 users. I answer over 3,000 RC PMS a day, change playerworld passwords, investigate playerworlds for illegal content, give unixmad a updated .txt of the staff progress, answer staff probelms with other players/staff, help head administrator fix their teams, get information on new graal version bugs, answer over 100 WEBCP REPORTS a day incoming, change playerworld ftp passwords, meet in playerworld owners, answer player requests (over 1,000 a day).

In Conclusion to this problem:
To say I DO IT FOR THE POWER or i AM corrupt shows that person is totally blind to everything i work for. How do you think i feel? I COME ON here and get harrased after i work so hard for nothing. DO YOU KNOW how that makes me feel? I GUESS NOT and I GUESS SOME OF YOU HAVE to be THAT RUDE TO INCREASE your own self esteem. AND if you think im corrupt go to stefan or go to unixmad and ask them what i do for graal, ask them the things i go through. Let me add one more thing, I DO not do this for me. I do this so you everyone can experience what i once did and still am!

My 2nd Problem:
No, i don't get paid graalians. I get nothing. I do it for the love of some of the players on that game and for my friendship with some of the most caring staff.

In Conclusion to this problem:
To think i get payed is absurd and if you want proof go email stefan.

My 3rd Problem:
The recent trouble on the boards, I have made mistakes in my life no doubt. We all have. AND TO DEPICT MY CHARACTER on one mistake on the rules is totally absurd. How dare you tell people who i am or i am not. I regret that I have made a mistake with the forum rules. I apologize but lets get something staright I UNBANNED tybalt for cursing on the forums and i was hearing two different forms of rules from the leaders of graal.

In Conclusion to this problem:
I PITY the people who depict one persons character based on a few events throughout a staff members history. I have stress from graal and this will cause me to make mistakes and there is nothing i can do.

My 4th Problem:
You comment on my spelling? We'll im sorry, i type to fast and thats my problem not yours. I need to get things done everyday on graal, i have NO VACATION, so there is no time to type slower. I'm am stupid i hear some say, Thats why i'm going to princton university in 2 years on a scholorship i recieved in 9TH GRADE. If you have problem with me you come talk to me directly instead of just complaining. Do you know SOME OF the most retarted people are smarter then all of us?

In Conclusion to this problem:
If you are not mature enough to talk to a person directly when you have a problem with them maybe you should growup.
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My Final Conclusion
Graal hurts inside sometimes i must admit, to see people not thankful or atleast considerate for letting me do what i can do. I will continue work for graal because its not for those people that cannot be understanding. ITS FOR the people who i talk to everyday WHo are LIKE I, WHO ARE LIKE STEFAN, WHO ARE LIKE UNIXMAD, WHO ARE LIKE EACH AND EVERYONE OF US, WHO ARE JOINED TOGETHER FOR THIS GAMING experience. I will not forget some of you, because you really do make my day, whether this is a game or not. If you have a problem with me I am sorry for this and maybe you are to blind to understand or maybe i hurt one of you in a indirectly. For this I APOLOGIZE, i am not perfect.


Thank you.

Yours Truly,
Mr. Bear

[WeirdmanI9]

(Teck)

I never liked Gameo and I never even tried to fit in with anyone, i just always do my own thing whenever i can. I know Stan has a big problem with the popularity groups and is against them. You were always one of my role-models back about 6 months ago when i was a newbie, Mr. Bear, The Game was, but over time i came head to head with the fact that he's a complete jackass. I agree with you, man.

[CrazedMerlin]

umm
why was the account
TrueHeaT banned?

[FxChiP]

Hey, um, excuse me for a second.

Being afraid of having my own ideas and fighting against more popular groups? I almost always have my own ideas (sometimes they're influenced by other people, though), and I don't really even like Gameo, to tell you the truth.

Bear, I apologize to you for the masses and stuff. The people on Graal had me convinced to going against you. It was kinda partly boredom, too, though I should have handled it some other way.

I don't know what else to say right now.

[Mr. Bear]

Originally posted by FxChiP
Hey, um, excuse me for a second.

Being afraid of having my own ideas and fighting against more popular groups? I almost always have my own ideas (sometimes they're influenced by other people, though), and I don't really even like Gameo, to tell you the truth.

Bear, I apologize to you for the masses and stuff. The people on Graal had me convinced to going against you. It was kinda partly boredom, too, though I should have handled it some other way.

I don't know what else to say right now.

To apologize like i have shows you are what i'd made you out to be. A honest and forgiving person.

[annr]

first of all the title of this thread is very insulting, and is now reason #123832532 i will not resubscribe to graal.

you say you do all this work but in the other thread majority of the "graal popularity" are all curious as to what you really do.
and if i do remember correctly, you did not help out elven lands when they needed their ftp password changed in desperate times.

also i do not hate you because gameo does. gameo and i have never gotten along, and most likely never will. so do not say i am following him.

simple mistakes like banning a person from the game for cussing on the forums should get you fired. people pay for this. and if you do a search on whatever you would consider a cuss word you would be quite surprised with the results.

ug what is this about friendship with caring staff? i believe you one mentioned you had no friends here because of your "job".

final note, if you cannot take the heat, then quit. you are only a CHILD, you do not need this.

[Mr. Bear]

Originally posted by CrazedMerlin
umm
why was the account
TrueHeaT banned?

Not my doing, i never banned anyones accounts, i just unbanned Tybalt for first hand cursing without warning from geovanie, that was unfair.

[psihunter]

Well said Mr. Bear

But I bet Gameo and/or Tybalt have a comeback for that unless they are ready to give in (which might not ever happen)

[freddyfox]

I do not agree with Gameo or Bear. I remain neutral.

[CrazedMerlin]

Originally posted by Mr. Bear


Not my doing, i never banned anyones accounts, i just unbanned Tybalt for first hand cursing without warning from geovanie, that was unfair.

Ok, why is it that if it was so affensive geovanie did not do his moderating job and censor/delete it?

[JungleKid]

Mr. Bear, I've tried PMing you several times to talk just about anything, but ever since you became staff, you've treated me like dirt. I remember in like December or something we were talking about stuff and you mentioned "Oh yeah, I'm becoming staff next week." and I was like "cool. That must be fun"
You have definitely changed. And not for the better. As for "following Gameo," I certainly don't. I have a mind and opinions of my own. Please give the players the respect that they deserve as paying customers.

[psihunter]

Originally posted by CrazedMerlin

Ok, why is it that if it was so affensive geovanie did not do his moderating job and censor/delete it?

Geovanie otta closed it after he typed his last post (when he typed that)

But no...he wanted to see what happens next and not do his job on the forums

I believe Geovanie should be the one getting fired

[Mr. Bear]

IM TIRED OF comebacks. i don't care anymore, i dont do it for tybalt or gameo i do it for the people that actually play the game for what it is.
I must do my job whether people hate me or not.

This isn't a contest this is a game inwhich we must ban together to get as much fun out of it as possible.

The facts are I NEVER banned anyone.
You say, why did i never dela with geovanie banning him then, i dont deal with accounts admin, stefan does.

I will not LOWER my standard and i will continue to work hard. I'm not a person that will quit because im not "cool" or I'm not liked by everyone.

[Crono Illusion]

Originally posted by CrazedMerlin
umm
why was the account
TrueHeaT banned?

TrueHeaT asked Stefan to ban him for one week from the forums.

[CrazedMerlin]

isnt the forums seperate from graal?
well if you are a admin on the forums shouldnt you be incharge of moderators doing/not doing there jobs?