I am quitting my Manager's position on Npulse.
The decision comes after much sruggling with myself, my feelings, and the players.
It seemed that after we struggled to get the rules set, and staff set,
that everything was looking up, and that it had all been for something.
The last few days though have been very tough, players seemed to be pushing
me in masses with sexual content, and so I felt like I needed to put a stop to it
which just made things worse. Also these people dont
know about the account sharing thing because it isnt posted
anywhere for them to read,
and I am continually attacked on that because they accuse me of making up rules,
and I will not ban people for it when it isnt anywhere for them to know.
They continually threaten to go to UN and play because I follow the rules that were set.
Anyway, ever since we have taken over Npulse, the players have been trying
to push me out because I am an adult, and a woman, and I dont split hairs with the rules
...I fought and fought,
but I am tired of fighting it now. I am tired of people saying that we ruined Npulse, I
am tired of people saying that I am too old to be running Npulse, I am tired of going
on other servers, and people telling me I am not welcome because of who I am, I am tired
of people telling me that they leave to other servers where they dont have to follow
such rules.
It has also become too hard to find staff, and keep staff. Really good scripters
and LAT's are very hard to come by, and when I do get someone, they end up leaving
graal for their own reasons, or they never get hired because they scream for more rights
on RC then they need.
I have enjoyed the experiance of running Npulse for the most part, and I am glad I got
the oppertunity to do so....I did my best, and I am leaving knowing that, and that is good
enough for me.
I truly hope that someone is found to take over Npulse that people like, I doubt it
though...unless they are corrupt, and let these kids and young adults get by with
not following the rules, they wont be happy.
I am not speaking for Moon god, this has nothing to do with him, he
makes his own decisions. I dont know if he is leaving or not.
I am not quitting graal, because I love playing the game.
Sincerely,
Moon Goddess |