In such a way

[Maasharu]

I have defended Zephyr many times out of compassion. He's not an all-bad person, just socially awkward and it tends to turn some people off to him. What is ridiculous is how he chose to deal with it. This conflict was started -by him- in 2003, and for everyone else it ended in 2003. For Zephyr it seems to have continued.

How he is acting is appalling. I'm not reading his wall of text- I’m sure it's been edited and revised so Zephyr, at least slightly, seems to be in control of himself. I assure you he is not. I recommend disregarding anything he says. His actions (not just recent, he has a long history of being completely unstable) have proven that his ability to resolve problems parallel a toddler's. This, coupled with his unnecessarily explosive temper- the kid's just bad news.

I think you need to take a break and go find yourself, Zeph.