A change and farewell.

[Antago]

Hello.

I just want to apologize for my opinions and behaviors lately.

I left Graal for a while and expected to come back with it the same way.. welcoming me and accepting ideas as it once had.

I thought the community had changed, however, in reality, it wasn't even the community that needed to change.. it was me.
I didn't change. I just got careless for Graal and the way it is ran.
It is run by children and teenagers. They don't expect anything intelligent.. most of them expect only to do a job -- whether they do it well or not.

It was all the same.

The whole TrueHeaT anger issue isn't even against him.
He deleted the thread.
Sure, it was wrong, but if I had a problem I could have addressed it privately rather than publically.

Many of the same situations are existent.

Not much has changed.. no one does projects anymore let alone excitement.. no one even understands my stubborn and "careless" attitude anymore.
The people in Graal today are newer people who see things in a dictorial and ruleless manner.

That is not to be looked at as a bad thing; that is just how you are.. however, the people from my Graal era talked freely and carelessly.
We laughed and saw things humorously.
We didn't take things so seriously and offensively.. however, the people of today are different and in their own way.

I left on a good note before, and I shall do so again.

I had plans to start more projects and role-playing skits. I was going to make more levels and graphics and characters.. however, people are not into that anymore. I left for too long and now I cannot come back.
It is too different and dislikable for me.

I belonged in only the older days when things were as I entered them with.

Good day, and good night.


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TrueHeaT: ban my forum account.
Stefan: unregister my Graal account.
everyone: ignore my existence.

I have too much going on in life.. I speak freely now and people in Graal cannot accept freedom of speech in its community.