When I was running Zormite and trying to rep Zorbi and all that other ****, one of the things I measured my success by was you approval. Even if we very rarely interacted, I wanted to look to you and have your support. That one time you said I was a good leader of Zormite really resonated with me when you said it. Even if it was a minor nothing. I don't know why. I guess it's just because you were the only old person around who had done the things that I was wanting to do, in a vague, disjointed and only clear to me sort of way.

I just wanted to put that out there, even if you're never going to see this. Thanks for being a measuring stick and a standard for me.


Jesus I'm a ****ing dork.