ugh...

[Birdbird_0]

I'm finding myself unable to find time to work on graal.

I'm having problems with schooling because of the computer, not because of perntal intervision, but because of my own boundrys i've set, I'm not going on the computer for gaming as much anymore, finding myself spending 2-8 hours every evening doing homework.

I'm rundown and beaten.

But on the up side, I did get a 94% on my 6th math test yesterday, but I've skiped english class twice to avoid turning in an essay because of procrastination.

I have eye watering amount of readings to do for history, and my sicology class demands nothing but eye bleeding consentration.

I droped my Artv02 class because I just couldn't cut the work load.

I don't know what to say besides my prioritys are based on my future right now, not on graal.

I don't know what to do, so I stood off the net as much as posible for the past week to think things out, go to a movie or two with friends, heh... finaly got a Girlfriend, even though she's two years older then me.. the wonders of College.

I need input from you guys
It's not like I'm abandoning the project, It's just that.. *sigh*
I don't know, for once in my life I can't make a solid desision or opinyon, it's like... a void.