Apology.

[ZanderX]

I'm writing this because I want to. Not because someone told me to, not because I think it is the right thing to do. Because I don't think it is.

To those of you whom I have repeatedly insulted, and will continue to bash/insult/make fun of, I'm sorry. I'm a hateful, and very cruel person, both to people in real life and online. Don't take it personally, it's just how I am.

I don't like people, and people tend not to like me once they get to know me very well. I hurt others, because it's a solace for me to get away from the pain others inflict on me. I'm also a perfectionist, and that only further adds to the circumstance.

I find it easier to make fun of the less literate or mentally less fortunate people who frequent these forums than it is to make fun of other people(meaning those in my close circle of friends) in the same way.

Sometimes I'm offensive. Sometimes I'm rude. Sometimes I'm just damn mean. So, I'm taking this time to say "sorry." It will happen again in the future, I am not saying it won't. I am apologizing for what I've done in the past.

I don't do it because I think it'll make me rest easy. I'm doing this because it's an expulsion of my personal feelings. If any of you have anything to say to me, mean or nice, in return to this, please say it now in the thread or PM it to me. Get it over with now before it's too late for me to accept your words.

I'll still be on the forums of course. This is by no means a goodbye letter or anything. Like I have said, it's simply an apology to all of those people to whom I have acted harshly or cruelly to.

-Kamuii.