For The Selfish, For The Ignorant, And For Those Who Have Low Self Confidence...

[Mr. Bear]

Dear Graalians,
I would just like to start out saying a few things, those who have choose to follow Gameo have either of the two problems:

1) A problem with me personally that i could never improve because you never contacted me.

2) Low self confidence that you are actually AFRAID of having your own ideas and fighting against someones popularity groups.
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My Problem:
Some people on graal these days tend to think more of power and the satisfying feeling they can get hurting staff feelings after they work so hard. Now i will myself admit some graal staff themselves do it for the power, but i do not. I answer over 300 emails a day and all the emails going to [email protected] go to me. I answer over 500 icqs incoming a day from several 100 users. I answer over 3,000 RC PMS a day, change playerworld passwords, investigate playerworlds for illegal content, give unixmad a updated .txt of the staff progress, answer staff probelms with other players/staff, help head administrator fix their teams, get information on new graal version bugs, answer over 100 WEBCP REPORTS a day incoming, change playerworld ftp passwords, meet in playerworld owners, answer player requests (over 1,000 a day).

In Conclusion to this problem:
To say I DO IT FOR THE POWER or i AM corrupt shows that person is totally blind to everything i work for. How do you think i feel? I COME ON here and get harrased after i work so hard for nothing. DO YOU KNOW how that makes me feel? I GUESS NOT and I GUESS SOME OF YOU HAVE to be THAT RUDE TO INCREASE your own self esteem. AND if you think im corrupt go to stefan or go to unixmad and ask them what i do for graal, ask them the things i go through. Let me add one more thing, I DO not do this for me. I do this so you everyone can experience what i once did and still am!

My 2nd Problem:
No, i don't get paid graalians. I get nothing. I do it for the love of some of the players on that game and for my friendship with some of the most caring staff.

In Conclusion to this problem:
To think i get payed is absurd and if you want proof go email stefan.

My 3rd Problem:
The recent trouble on the boards, I have made mistakes in my life no doubt. We all have. AND TO DEPICT MY CHARACTER on one mistake on the rules is totally absurd. How dare you tell people who i am or i am not. I regret that I have made a mistake with the forum rules. I apologize but lets get something staright I UNBANNED tybalt for cursing on the forums and i was hearing two different forms of rules from the leaders of graal.

In Conclusion to this problem:
I PITY the people who depict one persons character based on a few events throughout a staff members history. I have stress from graal and this will cause me to make mistakes and there is nothing i can do.

My 4th Problem:
You comment on my spelling? We'll im sorry, i type to fast and thats my problem not yours. I need to get things done everyday on graal, i have NO VACATION, so there is no time to type slower. I'm am stupid i hear some say, Thats why i'm going to princton university in 2 years on a scholorship i recieved in 9TH GRADE. If you have problem with me you come talk to me directly instead of just complaining. Do you know SOME OF the most retarted people are smarter then all of us?

In Conclusion to this problem:
If you are not mature enough to talk to a person directly when you have a problem with them maybe you should growup.
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My Final Conclusion
Graal hurts inside sometimes i must admit, to see people not thankful or atleast considerate for letting me do what i can do. I will continue work for graal because its not for those people that cannot be understanding. ITS FOR the people who i talk to everyday WHo are LIKE I, WHO ARE LIKE STEFAN, WHO ARE LIKE UNIXMAD, WHO ARE LIKE EACH AND EVERYONE OF US, WHO ARE JOINED TOGETHER FOR THIS GAMING experience. I will not forget some of you, because you really do make my day, whether this is a game or not. If you have a problem with me I am sorry for this and maybe you are to blind to understand or maybe i hurt one of you in a indirectly. For this I APOLOGIZE, i am not perfect.


Thank you.

Yours Truly,
Mr. Bear