Thanks...

screen_name · #1 08-10-2002, 12:46 PM

Well, some of you may know of my troulbes I was having last night.

I want to apologize for posting anything about that. I was just so depressed, I was actually thinking of taking my life, I had a knife laying beside me while I sat thinking. I had no reason bringing my personal life onto the forums. I had no one to talk to then.

I want to thank you those that tried to help me through it and that tried to give me advice.

But I am happy now, we have worked out all of our problems and my loved has increased ten fold for her.

...

Torankusu · #2 08-10-2002, 12:49 PM

make yourself a nice ham sandwhich or a pepper stake subway with that knife.

DeathChill · #3 08-10-2002, 12:50 PM

yea, I've contemplated it a couple of times, but the pain would suck ass

screen_name · #4 08-10-2002, 12:51 PM

eek

I had a sub today, lol.

Truth be told, I did cut one of my wrist, but I fixed it up after I decided not to kill myself.

Echos · #5 08-10-2002, 12:55 PM

I know what you want. You want the trait. The gene of the mean.

Graal2001_LAT · #6 08-10-2002, 12:55 PM

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Originally posted by screen_name
eek

I had a sub today, lol.

Truth be told, I did cut one of my wrist, but I fixed it up after I decided not to kill myself.

WE DONT WANT TO KNOW THIS!

Spectre1337 · #7 08-10-2002, 12:56 PM

Your welcome, screenie.
Why be such a banana over some girl anyway?
Cactaurs are the way to go. I'm serious.
Though they are prickley, they get the job done.

Oh and I am happy for you. I hope there are many
cactuses in your future. I mean, babies. Oops!

Torankusu · #8 08-10-2002, 12:57 PM

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Originally posted by screen_name
eek

I had a sub today, lol.

Truth be told, I did cut one of my wrist, but I fixed it up after I decided not to kill myself.

how was the sub?

screen_name · #9 08-10-2002, 12:59 PM

If you know how bad my life would be without her, you would do the same.
Constant yelling at home, nothing I do is right.
I don't take the garbage the second it's full, chewed out.
Look at anyone the wrong way, in trouble.
Sleeping too late, a sin.
Flipping channels on commericials, death penalty.

She is my reason for living. I have given her my all, my heart, my soul, every ounce of my being is devoted to her.

screen_name · #10 08-10-2002, 01:01 PM

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Originally posted by Torankusu
how was the sub?

It was good.
Italian BMT, lettuce, tomato, mayonaisse, mustard, banana peppers, pickles, oil, venegar, salt, and pepper.

It was so delecious. =)

*drools*

DeathChill · #11 08-10-2002, 01:04 PM

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Originally posted by screen_name
If you know how bad my life would be without her, you would do the same.
Constant yelling at home, nothing I do is right.
I don't take the garbage the second it's full, chewed out.
Look at anyone the wrong way, in trouble.
Sleeping too late, a sin.
Flipping channels on commericials, death penalty.

She is my reason for living. I have given her my all, my heart, my soul, every ounce of my being is devoted to her.

Yea, you don't sound creepy at all *whistles*

Torankusu · #12 08-10-2002, 01:05 PM

I had a pepper stake one earlier. I didn't want subway, but a chinese fastfood place. It was pretty good.

screen_name · #13 08-10-2002, 01:25 PM

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Originally posted by DeathChill
Yea, you don't sound creepy at all *whistles*

its true, my mother is sour at the world, mainly at males

heres a true story:

i was home alone with one of my sis's
we started arguing, she throw a phone at me (hit my already broken hand) and of course i retaliated, i got up and slapped her

she calls my mom's job, and when she gets on the phone, she acts like she's crying really bad, after she hangs up, she stops and laughs at me
my mom calls the cops, i get sent to detention hall for 3 weeks, put on electronic monitor for 2 months, 6 months of probation, $100 + in fees, 25 hours of community service
she gets nothing even though she committed assault with a weapon and all i did was battery
the whole reason?? my mother didn't listen to my side of the story, she always believes her daughters

Spectre1337 · #14 08-10-2002, 01:28 PM

No offense but your mom + sister sounds like a total *****!

*Grabs a car and bat - time to bust some ass!*

I wish

DeathChill · #15 08-10-2002, 01:29 PM

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Originally posted by screen_name

its true, my mother is sour at the world, mainly at males

heres a true story:

i was home alone with one of my sis's
we started arguing, she throw a phone at me (hit my already broken hand) and of course i retaliated, i got up and slapped her

she calls my mom's job, and when she gets on the phone, she acts like she's crying really bad, after she hangs up, she stops and laughs at me
my mom calls the cops, i get sent to detention hall for 3 weeks, put on electronic monitor for 2 months, 6 months of probation, $100 + in fees, 25 hours of community service
she gets nothing even though she committed assault with a weapon and all i did was battery
the whole reason?? my mother didn't listen to my side of the story, she always believes her daughters

Your mom needs some mental help, maybe she shouldn't have kids.

XxxxneosoftxxxX · #16 08-10-2002, 01:37 PM

you don't seem like the "abusive" type from the forums screenie, is your mother your stepmom by any chance?

screen_name · #17 08-10-2002, 01:46 PM

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Originally posted by XxxxneosoftxxxX
you don't seem like the "abusive" type from the forums screenie, is your mother your stepmom by any chance?

I used to have serious issues.

My dad left when i was two months old. He doesn't care about me, his mom forced him to call me on Christmas and I haven't seen him for 5 years.
My mom, birth mom, has always been like this, her excuse, she was raised like this.

When this happend, 4 years ago, I was depressed and angry at the world for being so cruel against me. Why did I deserve a life like this I thought.

Anyways, I realized that I can't let my mom control my life and my emotions. She shall not break my spirit.

Then comes along Twyla, she made my life so much better. No matter what happens at home, I know I still have her, and that means everything will be okay.

XxxxneosoftxxxX · #18 08-10-2002, 01:50 PM

ohh I sees...well...
you seem very nice

so this happened 4 years ago...your sisters seem to have no concept of family and unity...do you live in the midwest by any chance?

you should get away from those people when you are 18. It would be smart...

don't be sad...my friend has never met his dad either...and he was had in a hotel room lol

screen_name · #19 08-10-2002, 02:02 PM

I like in Florida, near Panama City.

I want to get away so bad, but I don't have a car. That is the only thing keeping me at this house. I can't get a job because of my past, criminal record, no one wants to hire me. So I have no way of getting a car.

donate to the screen_name car foundation, for a good cause!!!
lol

XxxxneosoftxxxX · #20 08-10-2002, 02:03 PM

criminal record o.O

screen_name · #21 08-10-2002, 02:09 PM

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Originally posted by XxxxneosoftxxxX
criminal record o.O

yeah Xx

What makes me even more mad at her, is that about 2 weeks after I got out of detention, I was laying on the floot watching TV and I had said something my sis (the one I slapped) and she got mad and kicked me in the ribs right in front of mother and she didn't do anything about it.

Torankusu · #22 08-10-2002, 02:11 PM

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Originally posted by XxxxneosoftxxxX
ohh I sees...well...
you seem very nice so this happened 4 years ago...your sisters seem to have no concept of family and unity...do you live in the midwest by any chance?

you should get away from those people when you are 18. It would be smart...

don't be sad...my friend has never met his dad either...and he was had in a hotel room lol

was had ?

XxxxneosoftxxxX · #23 08-10-2002, 02:12 PM

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Originally posted by Torankusu
was had ?

his mom and his "dad" even though they weren't even married, and they had sex in a hotel room to produce him...got it?

Torankusu · #24 08-10-2002, 02:13 PM

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Originally posted by XxxxneosoftxxxX

his mom and his "dad" even though they weren't even married, and they had sex in a hotel room to produce him...got it?

conceived...

XxxxneosoftxxxX · #25 08-10-2002, 02:14 PM

ok, I didn't want to mean that they gave birth to him though....

Torankusu · #26 08-10-2002, 02:15 PM

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Originally posted by XxxxneosoftxxxX
ok, I didn't want to mean that they gave birth to him though....

conceived means "she got pregnant."

XxxxneosoftxxxX · #27 08-10-2002, 02:17 PM

ok! either way I acknowledge that you were right and I was wrong

Torankusu · #28 08-10-2002, 02:19 PM

"was had" just sounds stupid.

XxxxneosoftxxxX · #29 08-10-2002, 02:20 PM

*sigh* i'm so sorry, please forgive me!

Hiyoshi · #30 08-10-2002, 03:44 PM

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Originally posted by screen_name
eek

I had a sub today, lol.

Truth be told, I did cut one of my wrist, but I fixed it up after I decided not to kill myself.

Now go enjoy a package of chicken flavored Ramen Noodles

screen_name · #31 08-10-2002, 05:02 PM

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Originally posted by Hiyoshi

Now go enjoy a package of chicken flavored Ramen Noodles

lol

btw, thats twyla's favorite kind

shuvit_up_yur_bleep · #32 08-11-2002, 09:12 AM

ure cool screen name

Screen Name the world is unfortenetely unfair

(like me not speallung soo goud)

ICEHAWK SAYS: LEARN TO USE THE EDIT BUTTON.

screen_name · #33 08-11-2002, 10:45 AM

Yes, I know this.
I've done the best with what I was given.

"When life hands you lemons, hand them back and ask for oranges." - screen_name

I have control over my own destiny and my life.

LOA--Paul · #34 08-11-2002, 02:56 PM

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Originally posted by screen_name

yeah Xx

What makes me even more mad at her, is that about 2 weeks after I got out of detention, I was laying on the floot watching TV and I had said something my sis (the one I slapped) and she got mad and kicked me in the ribs right in front of mother and she didn't do anything about it.

Then she should have sent your sister to the detention hall and stuff etc EXACTLY how she did you.

or you should forward this stuff to the polices :O

Hiyoshi · #35 08-11-2002, 03:03 PM

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Originally posted by screen_name

yeah Xx

What makes me even more mad at her, is that about 2 weeks after I got out of detention, I was laying on the floot watching TV and I had said something my sis (the one I slapped) and she got mad and kicked me in the ribs right in front of mother and she didn't do anything about it.

You know you can get your mom and sister both in trouble for that? I'm not joking, dammit. This is serious. You should seriously call the cops, or defacts or something else...you can get away from those bastards. I'm pretty sure, if you go through court, you could probably get those records removed too. Or sealed.

If the problem is serious enough, and you ever got either of them thrown in jail (I doubt would happen), what I'd do is go and visit them, and say, yeah mom, this is for all those years. **** YOU, AND GO TO HELL. Same to your sister.

screen_name · #36 08-11-2002, 03:07 PM

It's messed up I know.

I wish I could do something about it, but I can't because I would have to move to Tallahassee, away from Twyla. Xx

Anyways, I'm over it for the most part now.

"Live and learn, then get Hugz!"

Brad · #37 08-11-2002, 09:00 PM

Sorry for being mean.

mikepg · #38 08-11-2002, 10:15 PM

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Originally posted by screen_name
Well, some of you may know of my troulbes I was having last night.

I want to apologize for posting anything about that. I was just so depressed, I was actually thinking of taking my life, I had a knife laying beside me while I sat thinking. I had no reason bringing my personal life onto the forums. I had no one to talk to then.

I want to thank you those that tried to help me through it and that tried to give me advice.

But I am happy now, we have worked out all of our problems and my loved has increased ten fold for her.

...

you need to seek help, professional help.

Androk2k1 · #39 08-11-2002, 11:09 PM

Screenie send me your AIM through PM=)

Nothing is worth ending your life over.

Your mom seems liek a total *****... Just ignore her I guess... That's how I control my parents... I have good parents, they love me alot, so I can't really say that life was unfair to me.

Your sister is an ignorant child, just get her in dark corner once and tell her about what awaits her in future... >=)

Don't forget about giving me AIM.

shuvit_up_yur_bleep · #40 08-11-2002, 11:33 PM

My parents are awsome, XCEPT THEY HATE GRAAL AND THE COMPUTER AND LIMIT MY PLAYING TIME TO 1 hours and 30 Mins a day