Wandering around aimlessly/I need a change. - Page 3

joeycmoore · #31 11-20-2001, 01:56 PM

You are not listening to me either.

You are a 14 year old with no grasp on life, you are looking for an answers on a messageboard on the internet (honestly, if you did not want an answer then why did you post this). You said drugs and suicide don't interest you (which are answers) so you are indicating you want to find an answer of your own. I gave suggestions of examples, I do not know your life backwards and forwards, these are just general statements. You are expecting too much. No one here will give you an answer, you have to find that yourself.

Providence_Admin3 · #32 11-20-2001, 02:02 PM

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Originally posted by joeycmoore
You are not listening to me either.

You are a 14 year old with no grasp on life, you are looking for an answers on a messageboard on the internet (honestly, if you did not want an answer then why did you post this). You said drugs and suicide don't interest you (which are answers) so you are indicating you want to find an answer of your own. I gave suggestions of examples, I do not know your life backwards and forwards, these are just general statements. You are expecting too much. No one here will give you an answer, you have to find that yourself.

You're NOT helping him, you know.

joeycmoore · #33 11-20-2001, 02:08 PM

Excellent, my whole plan from the start

Providence_Admin3 · #34 11-20-2001, 02:08 PM

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Originally posted by joeycmoore
Excellent, my whole plan from the start

Mission accomplished, junior.

joeycmoore · #35 11-20-2001, 02:10 PM

Maybe next time i'll just put *huggles get better* instead of trying to offer up any valid suggestions.

toad1413 · #36 11-20-2001, 02:10 PM

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Originally posted by NotoriousBLT

Inform someone who can help you, you guys act like graal is the real world. Quit graal and sort out your problems, talk to your family, etc.

EXCUSE ME?!?
I do not 'act like graal is the real world'. I posted this here because I have friends in the graalian community, and this is the easiest was to tell them all. Do you have a problem with me having friends?? Do you?

And tell my family what? That I'm having double emotions? They KNOW. I've told them. Do you really think I wouldn't tell my parents if something was really weird?

So could you please read back over my posts too, then come up with at least a semi-intelligent post. Thanks.

Providence_Admin3 · #37 11-20-2001, 02:15 PM

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Originally posted by joeycmoore
Maybe next time i'll just put *huggles get better* instead of trying to offer up any valid suggestions.

Your sarcasm is very unnerving, and quite frankly, disgusting.

He needs a bit of help, and you're further discouraging him. If you don't have anything nice to say to him, it's best to just not post in this thread.

toad1413 · #38 11-20-2001, 02:19 PM

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Originally posted by joeycmoore
You are not listening to me either.

You are a 14 year old with no grasp on life, you are looking for an answers on a messageboard on the internet (honestly, if you did not want an answer then why did you post this). You said drugs and suicide don't interest you (which are answers) so you are indicating you want to find an answer of your own. I gave suggestions of examples, I do not know your life backwards and forwards, these are just general statements. You are expecting too much. No one here will give you an answer, you have to find that yourself.

I am not looking for answers on a messageboard. I am telling my friends why I am not going to be around as much for a while, because I thought they might be concerned, and I was assuring them that I wasn't doing drugs, and that I'm not going to kill myself. My friends care for me. If you don't have any true friends who care for you, I pity you.

And you suggestions weren't very helpfull in the first place. How would reading a book or cooking dinner help??

So, thank you very much, you can kiss my ass.

Scorpz · #39 11-20-2001, 02:25 PM

anwser = a 8th of draw for only $10

joeycmoore · #40 11-20-2001, 02:33 PM

Reading a book and cooking = suggestions to get away from convenience. Getting away from convenience can do wonders for a person. Accomplishing something that takes time ends with a feeling of self-worth and self-satisfaction. Also taking time to do something drawn out occupies the time that thoughts of apathy would usually be bringing you down.

toad1413 · #41 11-20-2001, 03:14 PM

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Originally posted by joeycmoore
Reading a book and cooking = suggestions to get away from convenience. Getting away from convenience can do wonders for a person. Accomplishing something that takes time ends with a feeling of self-worth and self-satisfaction. Also taking time to do something drawn out occupies the time that thoughts of apathy would usually be bringing you down.

... Read back through a few pages of threads here, please, and you will find one called 'Have YOU had your daily toadie requierment?' or something like that. That was about 2 weeks ago. Do you think, and I quote myself, 'being over 100 kms away from my computer, with the [U]most advanced technology me having access to being a gameboy and walkman[U]' around convenience?? I don't.

But I do know what you mean by it. Although doing that, doesn't really do anything.

For me, today's Tuesday, I read a lot, didn't go on the computer at all, or did any technological things on Sat-Sun, and I crashed on Monday.

SnakeEyes · #42 11-20-2001, 04:32 PM

i think joeycmoore was just trying to help out :P

-what about medication? sometimes thats the only thing that can fix that kind of problem u know?

FatherDante · #43 11-20-2001, 09:36 PM

It's not an uncommon feeling! In fact, you kind of remind me of myself when I was younger, although I usually keep my feelings to myself on the internet. See you around, toady!

Kasuagi · #44 11-20-2001, 11:08 PM

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Originally posted by Providence_Admin3

But even more boring once you get it HACKED AWAY FROM YOU.

*cough*

Anyway, toad, I'm really sorry. I know where you're coming from. I am the QUEEN of depression; basically all last year, I cried myself to sleep every night. Sometimes I thought that I just couldn't take it, and there was nothing in the world that would ever change. I thought I'd be depressed all my life. I saw the school guidance counselor every single day. It wasn't that I was picked on at school, but the fact that I had been stabbed in the back on several occasions, new to the school, and was wandering around aimlessly, like you. My parents weren't making things any better, either. They were constantly yelling at me for my grades (which were Bs and Cs) and about how I moped around the house constantly. Hell, I even stopped one of my friends from killing herself that year. It wasn't fun. So, you know what I did? When I thought that all was lost, I realized that there is someone in the world who really cares about me. Even if I hadn't found that person yet, there would always be one out there. I also realized that I would be moving out for college anyway. So, I tried to be a bit more optimistic. It didn't exactly work. But, on the last day of school, people who I thought hated me wrote the nicest messages in my yearbook, and I just... didn't know what to say. Then, I realized that just because people weren't my immediate friends, it didn't mean they hated me. It just meant they needed to get to know me. So, when I started this year, I suddenly had a lot of friends. As of today, there's not one single person in my school who hates me, and I don't hate anyone back. People just didn't KNOW me, but I couldn't realize that.
Back then, I took the optimism/pessimism test, and got, not surprisingly, extremely pessimistic. Recently, I took it again, and now I'm basically optomistic. It's amazing how, in such little time, your entire views on the world can change. I'm happy with my life now. toad, if you just think about your problems and how you can resolve them, you'll be happy with yours, too.

I know no one took the time to read all of that, but I just felt like posting it because... I can?

I read all of it. I can relate to that. Maybe we're all Bi-Polar! One minute your on the highest cloud and the next, the lowest. ><

Krakken · #45 11-20-2001, 11:14 PM

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Originally posted by toad1413
I need a change. And, thus, I may soon fade away from graal. My life is crumbling, I am wandering around aimlessly in life (Not easy when you're 14 years old and still have school and such), and also in my mind. I am experiencing double emotions - being happy, while at the same time sad, being both interested and uninterested in life - and I just do not know what to do. Suicide does not appeal to me, nor does doing drugs. I just don't know what. I may come back fully, or I may continue to fade away. Also, any fool who asks me 'are you leaving?' is just that, a fool. Birdbird, if you wish you can fire me from police. And so, everyone who I have shared even just one good moment with, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for that moment. Thank you everyone.

I will see you all later... My friends...

- Nick McGuire.

Ack! You remind me of what I was like about a month ago. Well a month on and I STILL wonder around aimlessly. Maybe it's a condition