Well, I'm off...

Qwert616 · #1 04-19-2003, 01:25 AM

I don't think anyone really knows me. I don't really have that much of a presence.

I'm taking my leave. I have 175 days left, but I won't really be able to post here anymore. I'll be on AIM for most of tonight: Pooch616

I had a great time posting here, thanks.

Bye, everyone.

magicbud3344 · #2 04-19-2003, 01:36 AM

why won't you be able to post here any more?
i always enjoyed your posts and i will miss you :[

CasanovaCanavi · #3 04-19-2003, 01:37 AM

Bye.

Qwert616 · #4 04-19-2003, 01:44 AM

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Originally posted by magicbud3344
why won't you be able to post here any more?

Depression has gotten the best of me. :|

someweirdperson · #5 04-19-2003, 04:20 AM

See ya, Ian...

DenoriZakarum · #6 04-19-2003, 04:38 AM

bye qwert =(

Shiftk03- · #7 04-19-2003, 07:07 AM

A POSITIVE MORAL FLOW BY RABID

Depression is the biggest lie of the mind, in this time of high crimes and suicide.. I pass the times by bustin lines, its keeps me outta trouble, it keeps my head straight and its there for me on the double.. So find that one thing you can do, keep your head up in schoo', and you'll find life isn't all that bad...

Stay up cuz...

magicbud3344 · #8 04-19-2003, 07:10 AM

depresion!?
all i can say is don't do anything you would regret :[!
and hopefully you will return.

--Chris-- · #9 04-19-2003, 07:39 AM

You were my favorite FAQ on Bomy Moon...you have the potential to reach far in this game

Spark910 · #10 04-19-2003, 01:01 PM

Yeah keep it up. Life gets better.

Xeph0ria · #11 04-19-2003, 05:38 PM

Damn. You're one of the few intelligent people, from what I've seen.

Ducken · #12 04-19-2003, 05:40 PM

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Originally posted by Qwert616
I don't think anyone really knows me. I don't really have that much of a presence.

I'm taking my leave. I have 175 days left, but I won't really be able to post here anymore. I'll be on AIM for most of tonight: Pooch616

I had a great time posting here, thanks.

Bye, everyone.

I never even got a chance to get to know you. :-(

Bye, Qwert.

Qwert616 · #13 04-19-2003, 05:48 PM

****, this shouldn't be this hard. Plans fell through, damnit.

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Originally posted by Spark910
Yeah keep it up. Life gets better.

Aren't you younger than me? :(

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Originally posted by Shiftk03- So find that one thing you can do, keep your head up in schoo', and you'll find life isn't all that bad...

I have been looking for that thing for a few years now. I never came close.

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Originally posted by magicbud3344
all i can say is don't do anything you would regret :[!

I doubt I will regret it.

___
Thanks everyone. Your words are encouraging. :)

Although I'm going to try again tonight.

magicbud3344 · #14 04-19-2003, 05:53 PM

try what :O?

Qwert616 · #15 04-19-2003, 06:02 PM

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Originally posted by magicbud3344
try what :O?

Sleeping Pills. Lot's of them. How ironic.

I have to work for five hours first though.

magicbud3344 · #16 04-19-2003, 06:09 PM

a crappy life is better then no life at all.
dude what the **** are you thinking
just go on a walk or somthing, or go talk to someone don't take a bunch of sleeping pills and end up dead, there is a point to your life you just have to find it, killing yourself isn't going to help.
go to the card shop and hang out there or get a dog or somthing, but killing yourself is not the way out, it causes the ones you love and the ones who love you much pain and it just isn't right.

Ducken · #17 04-19-2003, 06:38 PM

Woah... What are you thinking Qwert? That's crazy... If your really depressed then get professional help.

Geno is right. Killing yourself won't help, it'll just cause pain to others.

Shiftk03- · #18 04-19-2003, 10:31 PM

I didn't think my positive moral rap was so bad that it'd make someone wanna kill themself... DELETE ALL PROOFS! *runs*

Spark910 · #19 04-19-2003, 10:43 PM

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Originally posted by Qwert616
****, this shouldn't be this hard. Plans fell through, damnit.
Aren't you younger than me?

Yes, but I know it can get alot better! You need to basically look for a carea and not a job, I personally am aiming for a job I bet nobody else will go for. Its a uniqe job. It will be a hard job, but atleast it would be interesting!

Qwert616 · #20 04-20-2003, 06:10 AM

I got them.

Here's hoping!

I'll make sure to let you know if they don't work.

Thanks, one last time.

___

And chris, Geno, and everyone else. Thanks, but I doubt anything will change my mind at this point. And I was already recieving professional help.

Waltz5 · #21 04-20-2003, 06:27 AM

Bye Ian, you gotta do what ya gotta do.

Btw, did you ever get your SP?

magicbud3344 · #22 04-20-2003, 08:36 AM

god damnit dude
i want to call the ****ing 911 and send them to your house, then you can come live with me 8-)
i think somehow things will work out, all i can really do is hope you don't die :[
uysfvysvd blarg dude don't be stupid!

Qwert616 · #23 04-20-2003, 05:28 PM

Damn, I mistook speed for power.

I woke up, god dammnit.

*sigh*
I should just delete this thread.

Mykel · #24 04-20-2003, 05:36 PM

dont be a ****ing *****. This wont get you ****. God gave you life, and a good one. There are TONS of people with ****ty lives, and no matter how bad ur life is, there is always someone with a worse one. This will only make other people sad and depressed. So why dont you stop being selfish, and live life?

Dark-Dragoon · #25 04-20-2003, 06:04 PM

I was just going to be quiet because you might take it offensive, but now I have to speak out.
Someone I once knew on a network far away once told an amazing piece of advice. I can't recall exactly how it goes, but I'll summarize it.
Suicide is taking the coward's way out.
You can just remember that.
I am sorry if this has offended anyone. I cannot allow another human being to take his own life. bye.

someweirdperson · #26 04-20-2003, 06:09 PM

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Originally posted by Dark-Dragoon

Suicide is taking the coward's way out.

Damn straight, right there for ya. I used to be a suicidal little boy when I was younger, I always said I was going to kill myself. I regret it now :/

Qwert616 · #27 04-20-2003, 06:10 PM

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Originally posted by Mykel
dont be a ****ing *****. This wont get you ****. God gave you life, and a good one. There are TONS of people with ****ty lives, and no matter how bad ur life is, there is always someone with a worse one. This will only make other people sad and depressed. So why dont you stop being selfish, and live life?

I know, and when I think about that it makes me even more depressed. I should be able to cope with what is going on.

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Originally posted by Dark-Dragoon
I was just going to be quiet because you might take it offensive, but now I have to speak out.
Someone I once knew on a network far away once told an amazing piece of advice. I can't recall exactly how it goes, but I'll summarize it.
Suicide is taking the coward's way out.
You can just remember that.
I am sorry if this has offended anyone. I cannot allow another human being to take his own life. bye.

That's ok, I have heard things like that before. "Suicide is a long term solution for a short term problem". I generally been a coward these fifteen years of my life, so it doesn't bother me.

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Btw, did you ever get your SP?

No, it was sold out. ;/
--
I have to go to my grandmothers for easter now, damnit. :/

Spark910 · #28 04-20-2003, 06:56 PM

And i'll end this post with a quote to remember:

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You can’t judge a future off past performance.

So whatever happens, stick with it, and live another day.

Qwert616 · #29 04-21-2003, 04:11 AM

Gah, this is getting repetitive and very pathetic, I'm sure.

So, let me see if I can put in this in more relative terms:

You have a dog. You haven't really had him for that long, and for the past couple of years you have been given full responsibility over it. You aren't excatly thrilled with your pet but you don't hate him. It's fun having him sometimes. Although, it is very tiresome most of the time.

Turns out your dog's vetrinary has found a few known 'mental conditions' with your pet. One (let's say, sleep problems) your parents completely payed for with a certain ammount of money. Another problem causes him inexplicably run in and out of the street.(a lot more than dogs usually do). You thought about it and figured that maybe your dog would be better being put to sleep.

You asked some of your friends. Some said that maybe that dog would someday become really 'awesome' and wind up winning tons of dog shows, or something. Others say that the two or three times that they go over your house, the dog was fun to have around.

I think that is mostly what I meant to say.
I'm going to have to try a knoose or something. I would probably have to hang myself from my doorknob or something though.

Damnit, people are going to think I'm mostly doing this for attention soon.

magicbud3344 · #30 04-21-2003, 04:15 AM

you cannot compare a human life to that of a dog.
do you know how much hanging yourself would hurt?

Qwert616 · #31 04-21-2003, 04:21 AM

this is turning into some kind of pity trip for myself. ;(

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Originally posted by magicbud3344
you cannot compare a human life to that of a dog.
do you know how much hanging yourself would hurt?

sure I can.

Why does it really matter though? What is so bad about death? I mean, sure, if that person got it taken away against their choice then I can see the reasons for grief.

A few people have told me that I'm not thinking about other people and I'm being selfish, yet if people want me to live even after I decide that I want to die then it seems more of a selfish act on their side, as it's my life.

magicbud3344 · #32 04-21-2003, 04:25 AM

no matter what i say to you, trying to talk you out of ****ing killing yourself is pointless becuase no matter what anyone says here your just going to keep on and keep on trying it.
but just ****ing wait until you try slitting your wrists or hanging yourself and it dosent work, then you end up in a ****ing crazy house.
i'm not even going to post in the thread any more, it makes me so angry that you can be ignorant enough to try take your own life.
Bye

Qwert616 · #33 04-21-2003, 04:33 AM

This seems kind of pointless, but maybe you will still read this just not reply. You've been a great friend so you I should at least reponse.

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Originally posted by magicbud3344
no matter what i say to you, trying to talk you out of ****ing killing yourself is pointless becuase no matter what anyone says here your just going to keep on and keep on trying it.

I thought that would be pretty obvious...

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but just ****ing wait until you try slitting your wrists or hanging yourself and it dosent work, then you end up in a ****ing crazy house.

I don't think I could force myself into cutting myself, and I don't see how I could exactly 'miss' with hanging myself.

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i'm not even going to post in the thread any more, it makes me so angry that you can be ignorant enough to try take your own life.

I'm sorry, I really shouldn't have said any of this on a public forum anyway. Please don't get angry.

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Bye

Bye.
_
I promised someone that I wouldn't try tonight though, so I won't. :/

Mykel · #34 04-21-2003, 04:52 AM

You are a *****, and if you kill yourself, that just shows it. God gave you life. You are selfish, and think that the world revolves around you. This is a pity trip. Grow up.

Qwert616 · #35 04-21-2003, 04:58 AM

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Originally posted by Mykel
You are a *****, and if you kill yourself, that just shows it. God gave you life. You are selfish, and think that the world revolves around you. This is a pity trip. Grow up.

If I believed in God...

This was a merely a thread saying good bye. I was asked questions, and was 'spoken to' so I responed. :/

I'm going to bed.

Dude6252000 · #36 04-21-2003, 05:04 AM

As I said in an IM to you, I'm posting it here as a reminder.
OMGKARSHROX: Karsh's story, after reading your thread.
Don't commit suicide.
The end.

Mykel · #37 04-21-2003, 05:07 AM

This is my disection of you. This may be completely wrong, but oh well, from the info you have given me this is what I see.

You have low self-confidence.
You decide to make an "I'm leaving" post, so people say: Noooooo! DONT GO!
To make you feel special and better about yourself. Then people ask you why you are leaving. You say you want to kill yourself (which very well may be true), which you think (and it works) will make people feel bad for you. Then people try to convince you not to. You feel a little better about yourself. But you still say you are going to do it. Guess what, people dont care anymore. If you do it, people will care, but noone feels bad for you anymore, its old. You have made a joke out of death, which shows stupidity. Grow up man. That is nothing to mess around with.

And if you really are depressed, over a dog, thats *****ic. Because this isnt even a real problem. (compared to most of life's major problems) Guess what, my grandpa, and best friend died within 6 months of eachother. I didn't feel bad for myself. You shouldn't either. This is life. **** happens.

Dude6252000 · #38 04-21-2003, 05:12 AM

I agree with the **** happens statement, but don't yell at him when he's close to suicide. It's crazy. People do care about this. Me being one of them. I made a huge pep talk, involving my short life, to Ian in an IM. If he uses all the advice I gave him, I don't know, but I still <3 him. (No, not sexually, for any of you sick perverts ;\)

--In the below post--

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Originally posted by Qwert616
This is why I hate Graal or I guess I should say the internet. People can't even take death seriously anymore.

Agreed. There's a lot of idiots on the internet, and they can't even understand what death is. They think after death, you just respawn in a nearby inn or something. Those idiots are wrong. Life is serious. The stuff they relate it to is not. Parents say, games rot the mind, which is true, partially. When people take them too seriously, they start to complain and take it into real life.

Qwert616 · #39 04-21-2003, 05:13 AM

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Originally posted by Mykel
This is my disection of you. This may be completely wrong, but oh well, from the info you have given me this is what I see.

You have low self-confidence.
You decide to make an "I'm leaving" post, so people say: Noooooo! DONT GO!
To make you feel special and better about yourself. Then people ask you why you are leaving. You say you want to kill yourself (which very well may be true), which you think (and it works) will make people feel bad for you. Then people try to convince you not to. You feel a little better about yourself. But you still say you are going to do it. Guess what, people dont care anymore. If you do it, people will care, but noone feels bad for you anymore, its old. You have made a joke out of death, which shows stupidity. Grow up man. That is nothing to mess around with.

This is why I hate Graal or I guess I should say the internet. People can't even take death seriously anymore.

I do have low self-confidence I admit.
My entire time here I have made about 4-5 threads. If what you say is true then I guess this is my first time doing something like this.

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And if you really are depressed, over a dog, thats *****ic. Because this isnt even a real problem. Guess what, my grandpa, and best friend died within 6 months of eachother. I didn't feel bad for myself. You shouldn't either. This is life. **** happens.

You missed the entire point of that. Completely.
----

Also, I would delete this as it has gotten too out of hand, but I can't. :/

Mykel · #40 04-21-2003, 05:15 AM

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Originally posted by Qwert616
People can't even take death seriously anymore.

Yes, one person being you.

[EDIT]

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Originally posted by Karsh
I agree with the **** happens statement, but don't yell at him when he's close to suicide. It's crazy. People do care about this. Me being one of them. I made a huge pep talk, involving my short life, to Ian in an IM. If he uses all the advice I gave him, I don't know, but I still <3 him. (No, not sexually, for any of you sick perverts ;\)

Obviously, from the rest of the posts, this has not worked.