ScottyWolf: I have decided to make a decision in a week to quit Providence or not. I will resign from the position of GM in a week from now if decided yes. In this week I will have staff evaluate how I respond and act towards them. I will do my duty as to make levels also. It has been a good ride with the mates of Providence, but I have taken enough crap. I started out as lone freelance level maker, made my way up the ranks, then realized what really goes on. Jagen is one of the most loyal, trustworthy, and best friend I have ever had on graal, maybe even in real life. I have had problems with most of the staff on Providence, because of my strong personality. Some people like Mido, like to suckup to an admin, go tell when I have done SOMETHING wrong. Cry me a river. Im not going to take idiotic orders from an admin who in mind must be intimidated by my personality. I have been accused for copying Draygin/Madmartigan from his screename to his outfit. MY screename is ScottyWolfX, his is OZZIEWOLF, wow... we have a wolf in our name. GUESS WHAT BEOWULF YOUR COPYING MADMARTIGAN! Uhm no, and about mads head, its a very styling head and after he left providence I used it. He comes back and acts like he made it, when all it is, is a damn recolor. About me copying levels, I try to keep my levels as original as possible. I was assigned while I was a LAT Cadet to make some slums for providence. Personally I liked mine more then mads old providence ones. Oh well, my opinion. My current them for caves and buildings is similar to the bricks usage, but thats it. It sounds like I'm complaining, thats pretty much what Im doing because everyone is against me. Thanks to Jagen I have realized that it is possible to stand up to other high powers. That is what I did, and I was piled with stress. I have school, my job, and my graal job. WHO WOULDNT WANT TO TAKE **** FROM *****S?
People have backstabbed me while I have trusted them. People have taken advantage of me 1 to many times. First the person acts as if your cool and they wanna be your friend. Then they ask for things. Then they start to tell you your a ***** for not doing what they ask. Well Im sick of that crap. Jeff is an admin on providence, and thinks I'm power hungry. If I do ANYTHING wrong he knows, he is like a stealth bug always watching me and accusing me if something goes wrong. His "followers" like to make sure they are sucking up and getting special treatment. Not that I hate madmartigan, he is very loyal, but I hate how he complains about me being corrupt. IM SO CORRUPT CAUSE IM ONE OF THE FEW STAFF WHO PLAY WITH THE PLAYERS AND MAKE THEM THINGS? I made a shibby cave system for 1 guys guild... that shows how much I care for the players.
I work for the players and the few staff I respect, not the *****s who give me orders. For those of you who actually read this and care, thanks. If you have a negative comment to put towards me, make it valid and not a flame.
Good day.
06-07-2002, 08:58 AM
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