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Originally Posted by Myloko
So, since it isn't allowed on the "blacklist" page, we'll take our "differences" here.
First of all to my dear friend Padren: if you didn't know yet, i'm a random person, and sometimes I feel like saying odd things to lighten the mood, sort of like a "comic relief" in tense situations.
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Then don't be indignent when your comments don't make sense to others.
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Originally Posted by Myloko
Now, let us get onto the REAL stuff. As I was explaining the Satrek yesterday (who was miraculously online) I left the kingdom the first time because I married Slade who was the Emperor or KJ at the time. Even though my tag said KJ I was still treated as a citizen of Dustari and even took place in Kingdom events.
(sidenote: if any of you *didn't* know yet, I was "cheating" on Slade with John because Slade was: a) a loser b) never around c) I never saw much affection from him. John actually: a) cared about me b) spent time with me c)told me how much he cared about me each day d) was/still is a great guy...end note)
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I remember when you left Dustari to marry slade, as I recall, you knew his rank better than his name. You had acted in a manner that gave me the impression you were a 'social climber' when you would mention you were marrying a prominent dustarian whom when I talked to later, never had suggested such a thing to you. I got the impression whomever your next betrothed was to be, it would be natrually of rank. And indeed, you dropped dustari in a second to wed an emperor.
Still, you never get to see people's redeeming qualities if you just shut them out the first time they do something that bothers you, so I think a lot of people who were put off by those actions of yours still treated you as a friend.
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Originally Posted by Myloko
Continuing, at the kingdom event in which Prince Zain told us about where he'd been and the story of the Ethereal Knights, John had proposed to me and yadayada...some many fights and stuff later we were married on Valentine's Day. Padren and Ana were there to congradulate me into COMING BACK into the kingdom. They NEVER treated me as an outsider at this point and it had seemed like I had never "left."
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I remember that event and your presense, that is when you kept droning on about climbing ranks and how you wanted to be the archmage, attacked the reputations of those mages above you (whom of course were not present) and all that. It left me feeling sick actually.
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Originally Posted by Myloko
So, for the big one now. To explain why I "left" the "second" time, this was the first actual time I had left Dustari of my own free will. And, it all came down to her highness Zoe. In short, I left because I did not approve of Zoe's "level bugging", or her "summoning of reapers" with Akira or the "mysterious" stacks of brutals she aquired from "various" staff members.
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You just said above you left the first time to marry slade - who forced you to do that? What do you mean by the 'first actual time...own free will?'
I recall you were a bit unhappy with not getting higher promotions, the stop on the increase of your rank was on my order until you demonstrated more mature behavior, which never ended up happening. I always considered you like family, and made an effort to help you and give you more chances than most, partly because I really wanted you to work out well in dustari for John's benefit, whom I consider a very good friend.
About Zoe's level, honestly you are being opportunistic, seeking a more flattering 'noble' reason for your second departure other than simple rank envy.
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Originally Posted by Myloko
PLUS, in my opinion she was turning out to be another Tseng who was never around or did much with Kingdom events. However, war breaks out and everyone goes psycho. What REALLY made me leave was the above reasons PLUS, during the war her "bugging buddies" (Wren, Akira, etc.) had ganged up on Nayoko who was the first person to ever give a damn about me on Kingdoms when i first started and had accused HER of cheating! Nayoko is the most honest person I have ever met and is like a second mother to me (since i'm not "greatly" fond of my irl mother i'd actually prefer her). They had also attacked her kingdom which (from what I had heard, I had not been there, clear it up if you wish) did NOTHING.
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Zoe has done incredible amounts of work for dustari, and for everyone in graal too (I remember her working her fingers numb for a whole day blessing stuff for anyone who asked, for free. She was exhausted but didn't want to go offline because she'd have to let people down who had been waiting).
I am not going to turn this into 'vs tseng's record' bash fest, but you are again being opportunistic. Everyone knows how hard zoe worked including you.
Regarding Nayoko, don't make me laugh quite so hard. Ask her about the time she begged me not to let the staff know about the bugged KJ boots, the money making bugs or the her grubbing to get the dupped items off her banned hubby's account on RC.
Ask her about how when I tried time and agian to get her to actually deal with her kingdom who harassed dustarians constantly, she made excuses and even said that 'her own members steal lords from her against her dispite her efforts' - as if them treating her like trash somehow made it okay to treat other people like trash too.
Nayoko is the farthest thing from a person I would respect, let alone consider honest. Oh, and in nay's own words, when I confronted her most recently about 'her CHEATING' (such gall I must have to acuse a true dove of these things) her excuse was to simply retort that 'they were defensive' and I guess, somehow okay.
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Originally Posted by Myloko
In saying: NO RULER SHOULD HAVE THE RIGHT TO ATTACK OTHERS FOR NO APPARENT CAUSE. THEY SHOULD ALSO SET AN EXAMPLE FOR THE MEMBERS IN WHICH THEY RULE AND PLAY BY THE RULES THEMSELVES.
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Then KJ should have left us the heck alone. Just because you can't see the cause doesn't mean you are right, or even have your eyes open.
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Originally Posted by Myloko
Seeing Zoe as an unfit ruler, I left. Padren and Ana have been my friends for a very long time and in leaving I was sad to leave them and then tell me that I was an "enemy." But what REALLY knocked the boat on all of this was when I left Dustari, I was presently on my way to Borea. After reaching the shores I was stopped by Zoe AND Wren and was then scrutinized, called a "traitor" and MANY other things. Zoe then also proceded to MOVE MY HOUSE INTO THE OCEAN AS I WAS INSIDE IT! So...where's the great ruler hmm? Or the manners? THAT is why I left.
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You should really reflect on your own actions sometimes when you wonder why you get under people's nerves so deeply. You were given so many chances and encouragement in hopes you would outgrow your rank clawing tendancies and just start being a part of Dustari without attacking your mentors and grabbing for their ranks.
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Originally Posted by Myloko
Now that Zoe has stepped down I wanted to return because:
a) The tension was over and things are peaceful again
b) I want to go back to the kingdom in which my friends are in and not be treated as a piece of vile scum
c) I want to be with John. I couldn't care less about the Sagesun name, you can keep it. I don't want nor need the power or authority that comes with its name.
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before a) Zoe has stepped down but she is the Queen mother you know...
a) we are still at war with KJ.
b) You have a funny way of showing your fondness for a kingdom. You don't improve your case by throwing a tantrum and belittling so many of our members.
c) I like John very much, he is a good friend of mine. You do not make things easier on anyone though for the reasons stated in b.
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Originally Posted by Myloko
All I ask is to live peacefully with my husband in a kingdom that accepts me, accepts us (John and I) and will let me be me! I don't even care if I was a citizen forever, I just want to be with the people whom I call my friends.
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You do not help that by attacking everyone in the kingdom you profess you wish to live in. One minute you want to join and the next you are condemming us for a thousand things. Zoe didn't cause this problem, nor ana nor myself - you need to look to your own behavior once in a while.
If you ask me, this whole thread sucks, this fighting sucks, fighting with you sucks, but you don't just make a thread like this and expect people to let your BS stand. Get a grip, get over it, and do what little you can what you have left yourself with. I honestly do wish you well and hope you find the best solution you can out of this. It won't involve attacking the people who aren't the cause of your problem though.
Note: I do appreciate you making a seperate thread outside of the blacklist for this topic, btw.
10-04-2004, 04:25 PM
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