[konidias]

Kaimetsu is right. You're not going to get a rocket scientist from a guy who can't multiply numbers under 100.

If you can't learn anything from the current tutorials, you're not going to learn much from even simpler ones. You learn to crawl before you learn to walk but nobody is going to teach you how to breathe. Basically, if you have no natural abilities at scripting, you're better off doing something else.