[VampiricTutorNewHD]

I've learned to control my emotions and in effect turn them off when needed. I'm trying to decide if that's a good thing or if I'm just insane.

Anyway, I too have *thought* about it, but I never really desired to inflict pain apon myself. Plus I love my parents, and I don't want them thinking that they gave me a crappy life and that it's their fault that I did what I did.

Plus, I don't take life all that seriously. Sure, I work and stuff. In my opinion, making money allows you to take life less seriously.
Personally, I think that life is God's joke on humanity.