[Shadow Knight]

Evildred144: Screen_Name dont feel bad I have it roughly the same Way except I dont have to contend with sisters or brothers which I guess makes me luckier then you. But my parents are total *******s not to mention they dont believe you should have anything. The only Reason I was able to Get High Speed Internet is because it wouldnt tie up my moms blessed "phone". My dad insisted I should stick with NetZero as long as I could because he is really cheap. I havent had fast food since my birthday (December 1st) because My dad dont like to pay the money for it. The last Movie I Saw Was lord of the rings.. and it was at the cheap 2 dollar theater. Basically Im not really allowed to have anything. When I get a job My parents said I have to put ALL of it toward college because they dont want to help pay me through. Reason for all this - My Parents were raised alot differently.. Although Most dont Know Im Indian. I tryed to keep this secret for a long time so I wouldnt be Called Skin Head or anything of the sort. Of course when I finally did Reveal it to a few I was Harrassed and Picked on alot.. Then I got BIG I mean muscular and I gained some weight. No one messes with me anymore. Now I have people helping me. I have support from Friends and other things. Godspeed is even helping me with my english <3 for godspeed. All in all dont keep these things inside.. Talk them out with others , you dont want to carry your burdens alone. Weither you think so or not theres people out there who will listen, know them or not.