[Lyndzey]

I'm ashamed of myself. I have been smoking for 4 in a half years. It used to be on the weekends, but now I have 2-4 a day. I'm hoping to stop before the summer, but I doubt I will have any luck. Every guy I get with smokes, so it's even harder to stop.

I drink a little, nothing big. If my parents have things, I'll take it. When I was 17, I had a fake ID which got me alcohol.

I used to do drugs with my friends, that is, until my best guy friend died. I will never go near drugs again.

I'm in a community college, I hate myself for dropping out from ISU, coming back to see my boyfriend, then breaking up almost 2 months later...

I forgot to add my problems I had with drinking. When I was 16, and had so many beads for Spring Break, I was breaking into a hotel with my friend, my lip got caught on the wire of the fence, and caused a huge rip on my lip (I had fallen down after it got caught), and so I had to be rushed to the hospital, and then later got in trouble for drinking under age.