That's so very, very sad. (about the part where Graal affects your life)
I play Graal a lot and I'm a lean 145 pounds with a good social life. I work out and do physical training like every day, and eat whatever I want. I hang with my friends, aggressive skate, play basketball, go driving, etc.
If you're putting Graal before your life then you should quit Graal while you still can.
