Sorry to see you leaving toad..
But you know, many people go through what you're going through... Millions of people have anxiety, which is the leading cause of depresson.. and many people have depression.. The best way to get over what your going through is to stop thinking about it.. get your mind off it, and focus on something else.. when all you think about is your life and if you're happy, and if you have interest in life.. it gets depressing especially when you lose hope in things.
Also, people that use computers a lot.. like A LOT, tend to get this feeling too.. a way to feel good about yourself and your life, is to excerise or play sports.. because when you excerise your body releases (man I can't think of what they are called now) but it makes you feel happy and gives you a good feeling.. that's why some people just work out every day.. and that's why you also feel good and stuff when you have worked out a bit
Hope you come back soon though
