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I need a change. And, thus, I may soon fade away from graal. My life is crumbling, I am wandering around aimlessly in life (Not easy when you're 14 years old and still have school and such), and also in my mind. I am experiencing double emotions - being happy, while at the same time sad, being both interested and uninterested in life - and I just do not know what to do. Suicide does not appeal to me, nor does doing drugs. I just don't know what. I may come back fully, or I may continue to fade away. Also, any fool who asks me 'are you leaving?' is just that, a fool. Birdbird, if you wish you can fire me from police. And so, everyone who I have shared even just one good moment with, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for that moment. Thank you everyone.

I will see you all later... My friends...

- Nick McGuire.