A better person? No.
It's people like "you" who made me decide not to be the same, "better person".
You are unstable and unloyal with your words.
What do you expect from me?
If I remained loyal to those who were not loyal to me, I would be just pathetic and an easy target.
Bleh
Plus no one, absolutely NO ONE (besides some people! hehe. lol
), changes their mind about any one person.
It is sad, and is also the reason why the community just snowballs downhill.
You have to reverberate yourself to the way the people are... if you do not, you are lost yourself.
That is where the snowball begins......
Plus, people often find more truth and entertainment in websites and critical things............ however, if you leave for about a year and come back, apparently you "must" remain a target.
I could become nicer, I could become more cooperative... but WHAT is the point? No one accepts or allows anything. They draw conclusions and make things up. The only person I have ever saw to change their entire view point to a better perspective is Tyhm..
so... it's easier to just sit back and watch Graal from a book.. then, go throughout your real-world life, and maybe during some point you can send a few letters.
I am easy to get along with.. you just have to stop taking everything so literal and serious... though it's not always the victim who finds it serious.......... they find it appaling in the fact that it can be displayed to OTHERS as serious.. which can alter their reputation. =/
If you were to talk to me in real-life, you would not take my words so foolishly, unsecurly, serious, and "cruel".
It's odd.. and deeply unreliable. I therefore, sadly, choose not to remain a target.