See this is a good thing, Lycia is telling us her side of the story. So often her side goes unheard because she doesn't post very detailed explainations like this. Thanks for sharing Lycia. (lol sorry for sounding like some therapist)
Now rather you really are corrupt or not... only you and the ones involved would really know. I only know what I hear and what I see. Personally I myself have seen no REAL proof that you are, but I sure have heard lots of stories. Rather you are or aren't, it won't matter, because as you said people at this point all seem to believe that you are. So you gotta take some initiative and show people that you aren't. That's all I can really say on the corruption issue.
I understand FAQ is your "baby" and it is very important to you. Lycia all you need to do is keep a clear head and use your administrative powers for the right reasons. If you really care about FAQ I believe you will do just that, and no less. I think you'll find that upon doing so your detractors will wither away into the shadows as a result
