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Originally posted by joeycmoore
Reading a book and cooking = suggestions to get away from convenience. Getting away from convenience can do wonders for a person. Accomplishing something that takes time ends with a feeling of self-worth and self-satisfaction. Also taking time to do something drawn out occupies the time that thoughts of apathy would usually be bringing you down.

... Read back through a few pages of threads here, please, and you will find one called 'Have YOU had your daily toadie requierment?' or something like that. That was about 2 weeks ago. Do you think, and I quote myself, 'being over 100 kms away from my computer, with the [U]most advanced technology me having access to being a gameboy and walkman[U]' around convenience?? I don't.

But I do know what you mean by it. Although doing that, doesn't really do anything. :(

For me, today's Tuesday, I read a lot, didn't go on the computer at all, or did any technological things on Sat-Sun, and I crashed on Monday.

i think joeycmoore was just trying to help out :P

-what about medication? sometimes thats the only thing that can fix that kind of problem u know? :D

It's not an uncommon feeling! In fact, you kind of remind me of myself when I was younger, although I usually keep my feelings to myself on the internet. See you around, toady!

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Originally posted by Providence_Admin3

But even more boring once you get it HACKED AWAY FROM YOU.

*cough*

Anyway, toad, I'm really sorry. I know where you're coming from. I am the QUEEN of depression; basically all last year, I cried myself to sleep every night. Sometimes I thought that I just couldn't take it, and there was nothing in the world that would ever change. I thought I'd be depressed all my life. I saw the school guidance counselor every single day. It wasn't that I was picked on at school, but the fact that I had been stabbed in the back on several occasions, new to the school, and was wandering around aimlessly, like you. My parents weren't making things any better, either. They were constantly yelling at me for my grades (which were Bs and Cs) and about how I moped around the house constantly. Hell, I even stopped one of my friends from killing herself that year. It wasn't fun. So, you know what I did? When I thought that all was lost, I realized that there is someone in the world who really cares about me. Even if I hadn't found that person yet, there would always be one out there. I also realized that I would be moving out for college anyway. So, I tried to be a bit more optimistic. It didn't exactly work. But, on the last day of school, people who I thought hated me wrote the nicest messages in my yearbook, and I just... didn't know what to say. Then, I realized that just because people weren't my immediate friends, it didn't mean they hated me. It just meant they needed to get to know me. So, when I started this year, I suddenly had a lot of friends. As of today, there's not one single person in my school who hates me, and I don't hate anyone back. People just didn't KNOW me, but I couldn't realize that.
Back then, I took the optimism/pessimism test, and got, not surprisingly, extremely pessimistic. Recently, I took it again, and now I'm basically optomistic. It's amazing how, in such little time, your entire views on the world can change. I'm happy with my life now. toad, if you just think about your problems and how you can resolve them, you'll be happy with yours, too.

I know no one took the time to read all of that, but I just felt like posting it because... I can? :p

I read all of it. I can relate to that. Maybe we're all Bi-Polar! One minute your on the highest cloud and the next, the lowest. ><

Re: Wandering around aimlessly/I need a change.

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Originally posted by toad1413
I need a change. And, thus, I may soon fade away from graal. My life is crumbling, I am wandering around aimlessly in life (Not easy when you're 14 years old and still have school and such), and also in my mind. I am experiencing double emotions - being happy, while at the same time sad, being both interested and uninterested in life - and I just do not know what to do. Suicide does not appeal to me, nor does doing drugs. I just don't know what. I may come back fully, or I may continue to fade away. Also, any fool who asks me 'are you leaving?' is just that, a fool. Birdbird, if you wish you can fire me from police. And so, everyone who I have shared even just one good moment with, I thank you from the bottom of my heart for that moment. Thank you everyone.

I will see you all later... My friends...

- Nick McGuire.

Ack! You remind me of what I was like about a month ago. Well a month on and I STILL wonder around aimlessly. Maybe it's a condition :(

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Originally posted by FatherDante
It's not an uncommon feeling! In fact, you kind of remind me of myself when I was younger, although I usually keep my feelings to myself on the internet. See you around, toady!

How old are you now?

Re: Wandering around aimlessly/I need a change.

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I am a pot head, so don't complain about your life.

Althrough I quit. I want to join Coast Guard =)

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Originally posted by Providence_Admin3

How old are you now?

I'm 16 years old, a recovering manic depressive. I'll tell you the truth: My life is perfect in my eyes. At a time, I was a melancholy sort. But, I realized it's rather foolish and, at times, quite selfish to be so affected. And nothing has changed since then, only my attitude! I've realized that I am in complete control of my emotions at all times. So now, my life is perfect! I wish eeryone could be as happy as me!

Well I hope you overcome your condition in any way you can.
I hope to see you around, feeliing better. :( :)

hmmm, didnt know graal people had brains thought all they did was complain

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Originally posted by Frank
hmmm, didnt know graal people had brains thought all they did was complain

At first, I thought YOU had a brain, now I know otherwise.

Toad, everybody goes through some sort of depression. The best thing is to stick to anyone close to you. :)

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Originally posted by Providence_Admin3

At first, I thought YOU had a brain, now I know otherwise.

Hmmm its you again how do you always manage to find a post of mine and say something derogatory towards me